Author Topic: A monster like him don't deserve to live... [open-night-cloudy-Mika Kurei]  (Read 159 times)

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Kurei flies over the mountain, a bit wobbly as he become more tires, still carrying Mika as he tries to focus flying and seeing Mika's expressions. His wings suddenly disappear, alarmed by this, he hold mika infront of him so she wouldn't get harm and crashed into the ground backside.

"Tch... You alright?" Kurei mutters, he can't see as he still try to endure the extreme shock of pains from the impact.
"The Souls' Memories...
Dreaming of Lands... the Soul will dances through the Garden of Memory...
Watching the fireflies dances along... let the musics tunes you into the maze...
Follows the illusionary hums to the mysteries... there you shall find the answers to the unknown..."
- Me

Name: Yume Kasai
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As they land and kurei absorbs the impact Mika continues to hold her head.  She nods weakly her fingers pressed to her temples "im okay."
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Swallow me under and pull me apart
I understand, there's nothing left
Pain so familiar and close to the heart
No more, no less, I won't forget

I thought you said forever over and over
this sleepless night becomes, bitter oblivion
these thoughts run through my head, over and over
complaints of violins... become my only friends"

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Kurei sigh in reliefs and lies back down, waiting for the pains to fades away and not really wanting to get up. He didn't spoke and his hairs cover his eyes, but he said one word softly. "...Sorry..."
"The Souls' Memories...
Dreaming of Lands... the Soul will dances through the Garden of Memory...
Watching the fireflies dances along... let the musics tunes you into the maze...
Follows the illusionary hums to the mysteries... there you shall find the answers to the unknown..."
- Me

Name: Yume Kasai
Age: 16
Gender: Female
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Human Form ~The girl on the left with blue eyes~

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Mika sighed lightly.things had been said that hurt, but he couldn't have known. her head shook lightly.  "its okay.  Its not your fault.". She kept everything battled up he had no way of knowing what he had walked into.  She rubbed her temples weakly standing.
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Swallow me under and pull me apart
I understand, there's nothing left
Pain so familiar and close to the heart
No more, no less, I won't forget

I thought you said forever over and over
this sleepless night becomes, bitter oblivion
these thoughts run through my head, over and over
complaints of violins... become my only friends"

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Kurei mumbles something inaudible and one of his blade appear and it drop on him, stabbing him in the left arm. "Nngh..." Another blade appear and stab his right leg. He wince in pains, he pushes Mika off as another blade stab him in the stomach. He cough out some bloods, all blades didn't go disappear though and still pierced in the areas.
"The Souls' Memories...
Dreaming of Lands... the Soul will dances through the Garden of Memory...
Watching the fireflies dances along... let the musics tunes you into the maze...
Follows the illusionary hums to the mysteries... there you shall find the answers to the unknown..."
- Me

Name: Yume Kasai
Age: 16
Gender: Female
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Human Form ~The girl on the left with blue eyes~

Dragon form

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Mika watched what was going on and gasped softly.  Trying to figure out how to help she knelt near him. "kurei?"
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Swallow me under and pull me apart
I understand, there's nothing left
Pain so familiar and close to the heart
No more, no less, I won't forget

I thought you said forever over and over
this sleepless night becomes, bitter oblivion
these thoughts run through my head, over and over
complaints of violins... become my only friends"

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Kurei mumbles something. "Don't." He sit back up, pulling the blades out of his body as he bleeds dangerously, he winces in pains as he pull it out all three of it, throwing the blades away in frustration, if mika look in one of them, it shows that it been shattered once before. He look down as he bleeds, his breathing patterns is slow. He whispers quietly. "A monster... soon I will just die like the others... no one will care about me, I don't have a purpose... just be used as weapon for destructions... living and killing and living and killing..." he said tirely as his eyes' gleams faintly, forgetting that he bleeding very dangerously from his three wounds.
"The Souls' Memories...
Dreaming of Lands... the Soul will dances through the Garden of Memory...
Watching the fireflies dances along... let the musics tunes you into the maze...
Follows the illusionary hums to the mysteries... there you shall find the answers to the unknown..."
- Me

Name: Yume Kasai
Age: 16
Gender: Female
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Human Form ~The girl on the left with blue eyes~

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Anger flashed through those steel grey eyes at his words and actions.  "used as a weapon in the past maybe.  however that doesn't mean no one cares or you have no purpose.  i have been used the same.  A monster is what i am.  forge your own path, your own destiny.  if you let it own you it will consume you.". Her hands glowed a soft white as a slight frown crossed her face.  Olacing her hsnd on his shoulder his wounds would begin to heal and form undetected on her instead.
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Swallow me under and pull me apart
I understand, there's nothing left
Pain so familiar and close to the heart
No more, no less, I won't forget

I thought you said forever over and over
this sleepless night becomes, bitter oblivion
these thoughts run through my head, over and over
complaints of violins... become my only friends"

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Kurei stares at Mika with his red eyes. "...It might has already consume me before, it might still hold me in, Deji said that live I shall, but not for much longer. I not sure what he meant really..." he said as he falls back, even though his wounds heals, he still getting weaker and tires as his energy fades. His blades fades away as their senses also disappear.

"Forge my own destines, to be honest, I feel like I was dead after my soul was split, I felt... empty... I didn't feel alive until few years after escape... I think that it better for Rei to make his own destines, he helps me so much... he took some of my pains into his and endured it alongside... he already have his own problems, he has his own goals, he not afraid of Deji. I was a empty shell, a real living weapon, Rei kept me alive the whole times. I know we merged, but my feelings are conflicted. I don't know what to feel... we are not same, sure we are the same subject and related somehow, but you are different... I can believe that your not a monster, no matter what form or shape... I will never think of you as a monster, sis, I would never compare you to me. To what they made me, peoples made you not become a monster, I sure there was someone who made you realize that. While for me, I was made into a monster, there was no one that would tell me I not. No one... even Rei couldn't say anything about it." He said as winds blow his hairs over his eyes, his body became colder and colder.
"The Souls' Memories...
Dreaming of Lands... the Soul will dances through the Garden of Memory...
Watching the fireflies dances along... let the musics tunes you into the maze...
Follows the illusionary hums to the mysteries... there you shall find the answers to the unknown..."
- Me

Name: Yume Kasai
Age: 16
Gender: Female
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Human Form ~The girl on the left with blue eyes~

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Mika winced slightly as the wounds fully formed on her, the one to the stomach seeping into her already drenched clothing.  She listened to his explanation her eyes falling steely again.  "You listen to what that man said to you.  I fight with what he told me every day of my life.  He told me I was a freak and a monster that would single handily destroy everyone I cared for.  However I fight against what he called me."

Standing using a tree for support as she puts pressure on her stomach she looked at him.  "If you don't want to fight for your own destiny, then I can't stop you.  You need to make the choice for yourself.  Just because you think you are a monster, is that really a reason to stop fighting?  Before I came to this school there was only 1 person who didn't think I was a monster, and he never said anything then.  The first person who accepted me and told me that I might not be a monster, I met him here.  I hurt him in more ways than I can forgive myself for.  Whether or not some of my actions constitute being a monster, I don't know.  I can still feel his pain, despite the fact he doesn't....."  She trailed off closing her eyes in a mixture of physical and emotional pain. 

Opening her eyes again she rubbed her temple.  "Like I said it is your choice, on whether you fight or not."  The lightest of red started to seep through to her fingers from the wound as her wings twitched lightly.
« Last Edit: December 12, 2012, 02:48:17 pm by Mika Sasaki »
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Swallow me under and pull me apart
I understand, there's nothing left
Pain so familiar and close to the heart
No more, no less, I won't forget

I thought you said forever over and over
this sleepless night becomes, bitter oblivion
these thoughts run through my head, over and over
complaints of violins... become my only friends"

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Kurei sigh to himself. "I'm sorry... from what you say, you are really right. But there wasn't anyone who would tell me I'm not a monster..." He stood up weakly and one of his blade that had signs of being shattered before, shatter again as the other two blades disappear. The broken tendril disappear, leaving the shards behide, he look at Mika with sad smiles. "If I gonna fight, I don't want anyone I actually care to get hurt. So don't hurt yourself anymore. I going to get kill one day, one way or another , even if I didn't want to die. Peoples want me dead, Deji want me dead if he wish to, your friend want to kill me... If I going to fight, if I going to find my own destines, then I will. You... should heal it quickly... alright...? Be... safe... I'm... sorry..." His voice trails off as he fades away in thin air, like a ghost or cloud, leaving a small pool of bloods, his blood.
« Last Edit: December 12, 2012, 03:20:28 pm by Kurei »
"The Souls' Memories...
Dreaming of Lands... the Soul will dances through the Garden of Memory...
Watching the fireflies dances along... let the musics tunes you into the maze...
Follows the illusionary hums to the mysteries... there you shall find the answers to the unknown..."
- Me

Name: Yume Kasai
Age: 16
Gender: Female
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Human Form ~The girl on the left with blue eyes~

Dragon form

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Mika nodded and watched him disappear, before turning and starting to slowly make her way down the mountain.
Name: Mika Sasaki
Age:  17
Gender: Female
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Swallow me under and pull me apart
I understand, there's nothing left
Pain so familiar and close to the heart
No more, no less, I won't forget

I thought you said forever over and over
this sleepless night becomes, bitter oblivion
these thoughts run through my head, over and over
complaints of violins... become my only friends"