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Elyana Romanov

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Re: Elliot's Favorite Place
« on: October 16, 2012, 05:43:12 pm »
She gave a small, weary chuckle. "Without trust, there can be no love. It's wearing me thin, wearing me out. Try to think through what I can do." She sighed, opening her hands. The next words sound like an accusation or a demand, though not directed at Elliot. "Take what you want from me. Take everything from me. Not so easy to forgive. Harder to forget." It's a bitter thing she says, her face betraying the emotion as she near to spits the words.

She laid on her back, staring at the sky, trying to stem the flow of old irritation and older venom. The wounds hadn't properly healed. "Am I just another trip in this strange relationship? Push and pull me again. I'm about to lose my mind. Is this just a waste of time?

Keep acting like he owns me. I keep running, watch me walking out that door. Gimme that strange relationship, never felt pleasure and pain like this. Something so right, but it feels so terribly wrong, but I keep holding on. Break free of these mind games, cuz I can't contain him." Ely's eyes closed, a quiet whimper stifled low in her throat.

"I'm not the girl he knew before. Now, he says he's sorry for being so untrue. Well, he can cry me a river, cuz I cried a river over him. I remember all that he said. Told me he was through with me. Now, he says he loves me." The words were soft, almost a hiss. "He can trust me not to drink, and not to sleep around. But he won't expect too much from me, as to not be let down."
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"I will let you undress me, but I warn you, I have thorns like any rose. You could hurt me with your bare hands. You could hurt me using the sharp edge of what you say. I'm lost to you now. There's no amount of reason to save me."

"Don't you get it, dear? You're not the only one who runs on instincts, no I've got instincts of my own... You want the tools to try and contain me, you won't deny you haven't tamed me, and I'm wild. What is it you adore? Won't you tell me, what would you cry for? Swallow your pride for? What would you go wild for?"

"So you found you missed the love you threw away? Baby, but you found it out too late. And so you know the way it feels to cry, the way that I cried when you broke my world in two. Baby, I learned the way to break a heart. I learned from the best. I learned from you. I remember cold nights, tears I thought would never dry, how you shattered my world with your goodbye."

"My immaculate dream made of breath and skin. I've been waiting for you...Can't help but keep from falling apart at the seams. Cannot believe you're taking my heart to pieces. Oh, it might take a little time, might take a little crime to come undone. Now, we'll try to stay blind to the hope and fear outside. Hey child, stay wilder than the wind... Who do you need, who do you love when you come undone?"

"I stare at the girl in the mirror. T-shirt, torn up jeans, no beauty queen. But the way that you see me, you get underneath me, and all my defenses just fall away, fall away. I am beautiful with you, even in the darkest part of me. I am beautiful with you, make me feel the way it's supposed to be. You're here with me. You show me this, and I believe. I am beautiful with you...I've been the strong for so long, but I was wrong. Does it make me weak if I needed someone? I've been holding back. Now, I know what I want."

"Even here before you, naked in your eyes. Hoping with each kiss, you'll never see through my disguise. I had been made to believe that no one could love me for me. The good and the bad, first to the last, no matter the cost, no matter the past. Your eyes only see what they wanna see. Your heart makes the truth what you want to believe. Passion turns pain into ecstacy. You can't walk away from love. Loving you more than I do myself. Revealing the things I would never tell. Daring to risk even life itself. You can't walk away from love."

"Lying here with you so close to me, it's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe. I'm caught up in this moment, caught up in your smile. Never opened up to anyone. So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms. We don't need to rush this, let's just take it slow. Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight. Just a touch of the fire burning so bright. I don't wanna mess thing up. I don't wanna push too far. Just a shot in the dark that you just might be the one I've been waiting for my whole life. So, baby, I'm all right with just a kiss goodnight."
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