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Re: Reasons to Leave (open, snowing, night)
« Reply #30 on: October 31, 2012, 09:22:48 pm »
Homura watched the blade hover against Ren's throat and stepped forwards behind him, letting a fair bit of distance remain.  As the girl looked at her she growled internally twitching her claws.   The girls words fell on her ears, and tensed up slightly.  That question, unnerved her somewhat as she remained glaring.
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Re: Reasons to Leave (open, snowing, night)
« Reply #31 on: October 31, 2012, 09:38:04 pm »
Bii could sense the falter in the two's joined chakra. The sensation pleased her. "As I thought." She turned on her heels and body flickered from sight.
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Re: Reasons to Leave (open, snowing, night)
« Reply #32 on: October 31, 2012, 09:41:18 pm »
Ren stood there. He looked at Homura, feeling exactly what she did. He looked at her, his eyes more serious than they had ever been.

"What was that?"
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Re: Reasons to Leave (open, snowing, night)
« Reply #33 on: October 31, 2012, 09:54:54 pm »
As Ren placed his eyes on Homura, the petite woman moved behind the dragon, a hand upon her shoulder. Cold lavender eyes looked at Ren, that reptilian smile on the priestess' face again. "I suggest that, instead of looking so very insulted about the flash of worry she feels, you tell her the answer to the spider's question. Your **** is allowing you to be dragged around like a puppy. It is not attractive." Said the woman, ice in her words.

Consistent abuse and wrong decisions on his part. And now he wondered why she doubted. He'd made his choice already, it just appeared certain factors hadn't caught up to others. The fool.
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"I wished on the seven sisters. Bring to me wisdom of age. All that's locked within the book of secrets. I longed for the knowledge of the sage...So the sisters smiled to themselves, and they whispered as they shown. And it was from that very instant, I knew I would never be alone."

"It's true. We're all a little insane. But it's so clear, now that I am unchained. Fear is only in our minds, taking over all the time...You poor, sweet, innocent thing, dry your eyes, and testify. You know you live to break me. Don't deny, sweet sacrifice."

"You're such an inspiration for the ways that I will never, ever choose to be. Oh, so many ways for me to show you how your savior has abandoned you...Still you pray, never stray, never taste of the fruit, and you never thought to question why. It's not like you killed someone. Not like you drove a hateful spear into his side. Praise the one who left you broken down and paralyzed. He did it all for you."

"When you scream, it sounds like a lullaby. When you beg, I get all gooey inside. Tonight, I take your eyes, mind and tongue to spread the word and watch your kingdom come... Once upon a time, I ripped the wings from my spine. But when I hide inside your eyes, I still pretend that I can fly. Tell me every secret, so you can fall in love, then fall to pieces. I need new voices in my head..I need new lovers in my bed to feed my secret appetites. I need your scent all over me. I need to taste this tragedy. I need to know with certainty that the nectar was worth the squeeze. It's just the way that we're deceived. It's the blame that stains us. This, this sweetest disease is so contagious."

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Re: Reasons to Leave (open, snowing, night)
« Reply #34 on: October 31, 2012, 10:02:31 pm »
Homura felt the woman's hand on her shoulder, the glare look Ren was giving her making her want to hide.  What had she done, why was he glaring at her.  The worry had been wanting to know his response to the girls question, why were those cold eyes turned on hers.  She looked down and waited.
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« Reply #35 on: October 31, 2012, 10:19:32 pm »
Ren sat next to Homura, his hand twining with hers. His eyes turned soft, and he took a deep sigh. "Do... Do you really doubt me? I.. I know I can be cold sometimes, but.. But I don't want you doubting me.. Not again. It hurts. I know we've doubted each other before.. I don't want that happening again. Ever. I love you, and you know that." He said, his eyes watching her.
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Re: Reasons to Leave (open, snowing, night)
« Reply #36 on: October 31, 2012, 11:10:29 pm »
Homura looked down for a moment, chewing on her lip.  She sighed lightly and trained her eyes up to his.  "I don't want to doubt you.  I want to be able to trust in everything you say, everything I feel  However ever since she showed up, "  She started quietly, before taking a deep breath. 

"Ever since she showed up it seems like everything has been done to drive doubt into us.  I have been called a beast, your beast, and a lizard.  Likened to no more than a mere mindless woodland animal.  I have been told all of this by a girl you have sworn to protect with your life.  I have been spoken to like a dog, like someones pet.  I have been told that I have perverted your chakra, with my family problems.  That the impurities come from how I can't seem to adequately deal with my brothers.  All of this and how am I supposed to feel.  Am I supposed to pretend that none of this affects me, none of it shakes me, none of it makes me feel like less of a person."  She looked down person lingering in her mind.  Tears threatened to start rolling down her cheeks as she held them back.

She looked up at him, shaking slightly.  "I don't want to doubt you, you know that. You know how I feel for you.  But "Don't let her get to you" doesn't work.  I can't just block everything out."
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« Reply #37 on: October 31, 2012, 11:23:18 pm »
"I know... I know its hard I know how you feel. I need you to be strong. You are stronger than her. I swore to Protect her with my life, but you. You.are my life. I am nothing without you. I need you. I love you. I don't mean to make you doubt. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Just.. I need you to be strong. I need you. I love you. I didn't mean for any of this to happen.." He said, squeezing her hand. Tears were flowing.
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Re: Reasons to Leave (open, snowing, night)
« Reply #38 on: October 31, 2012, 11:45:21 pm »
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"I will let you undress me, but I warn you, I have thorns like any rose. You could hurt me with your bare hands. You could hurt me using the sharp edge of what you say. I'm lost to you now. There's no amount of reason to save me."

"Don't you get it, dear? You're not the only one who runs on instincts, no I've got instincts of my own... You want the tools to try and contain me, you won't deny you haven't tamed me, and I'm wild. What is it you adore? Won't you tell me, what would you cry for? Swallow your pride for? What would you go wild for?"

"So you found you missed the love you threw away? Baby, but you found it out too late. And so you know the way it feels to cry, the way that I cried when you broke my world in two. Baby, I learned the way to break a heart. I learned from the best. I learned from you. I remember cold nights, tears I thought would never dry, how you shattered my world with your goodbye."

"My immaculate dream made of breath and skin. I've been waiting for you...Can't help but keep from falling apart at the seams. Cannot believe you're taking my heart to pieces. Oh, it might take a little time, might take a little crime to come undone. Now, we'll try to stay blind to the hope and fear outside. Hey child, stay wilder than the wind... Who do you need, who do you love when you come undone?"

"I stare at the girl in the mirror. T-shirt, torn up jeans, no beauty queen. But the way that you see me, you get underneath me, and all my defenses just fall away, fall away. I am beautiful with you, even in the darkest part of me. I am beautiful with you, make me feel the way it's supposed to be. You're here with me. You show me this, and I believe. I am beautiful with you...I've been the strong for so long, but I was wrong. Does it make me weak if I needed someone? I've been holding back. Now, I know what I want."

"Even here before you, naked in your eyes. Hoping with each kiss, you'll never see through my disguise. I had been made to believe that no one could love me for me. The good and the bad, first to the last, no matter the cost, no matter the past. Your eyes only see what they wanna see. Your heart makes the truth what you want to believe. Passion turns pain into ecstacy. You can't walk away from love. Loving you more than I do myself. Revealing the things I would never tell. Daring to risk even life itself. You can't walk away from love."

"Lying here with you so close to me, it's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe. I'm caught up in this moment, caught up in your smile. Never opened up to anyone. So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms. We don't need to rush this, let's just take it slow. Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight. Just a touch of the fire burning so bright. I don't wanna mess thing up. I don't wanna push too far. Just a shot in the dark that you just might be the one I've been waiting for my whole life. So, baby, I'm all right with just a kiss goodnight."

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Re: Reasons to Leave (open, snowing, night)
« Reply #39 on: October 31, 2012, 11:51:31 pm »
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Re: Reasons to Leave (open, snowing, night)
« Reply #40 on: November 01, 2012, 12:53:40 pm »
Homura squeezed his hand as he squeezed hers on instinct.  She bit her lip lightly as she listened to his words.  A deep sigh escaped her.  "You need me to be strong.  How do you want me to do that?  Should I pretend that none of this affects me, that none of it hurts?  Should I turn a smiling face to the world as I act as if none of this has happened?"  She searched his tear stained face for his response.  A few tears rolled down her own cheek.  She was looking for answers.  How did he expect her to handle this?

She played lightly with the edge of her dress.  "You didn't mean for this to happen, didn't mean for me to doubt.  But words cut deep, and they hurt.  To be treated like and spoken to like something no better than a common pet, to be told that I'm little more than a beast masqurading around as a human."  Her gaze settled on her hand, knowing what lay beneath the flesh exterior and sighed.  "I don't want to ever have cause to doubt you, just like I don't want to give you cause to doubt.  You know that I love you, but I can't just dust myself off and pretend like nothing was ever said."  She watched him, waitng for his response.  Knowing she'd feel every ounce of what he felt.
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Re: Reasons to Leave (open, snowing, night)
« Reply #41 on: November 01, 2012, 03:53:32 pm »
Ren's heart began to ache. He took a deep breath, shaking his head lightly. A pounding in his chest, as he fell silent. He honestly didn't know. His head still shaking, his grip tightening on her hand. Then, nothing, His muscles had relaxed, and he had stopped moving.

"You can be strong in more ways than one. I know how you feel. I do. I've been in that spot before. I know it hurts, but we worked it out. I was strong. He knew that I was hurting, but I never once let him see it. Because If I did, that means that he would have won. And if he had won, then I would have lost you.
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Then, a few minutes of silence again.

He didn't know what to say, but his body was still lifeless. All emotion gone from his eyes. He was shutting down. Something Homura hadn't seen before. Ever.

"I'm sorry." Was all the ninja could manage.
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« Reply #42 on: November 01, 2012, 04:41:23 pm »
Homura sat in silence as he spoke, taking in his words.  She felt his hand tighten on hers then go slack.  She heard every word as it settled into her.  She felt everything then pain in his chest and then nothing.  She felt vacant, emotionally numb.

She looked back into his eyes hers mirroring his.  Her voice quiet.  "You wouldn't have lost me to him.  I would have made my choice regardless.  I'll be stronger.  I'm sorry a moment of worry is a loss."  She put the pendant she made for him back in his hand.  She had given it to him, and its meaning wouldn't change.  She still wanted him to be warm, for him to have it.  She pulled back slightly shifting back to that fox sized form of hers, and watched the snow accumulate on the ground.  She looked at him again, "I'm sorry."  She knew they were both hurting but had started to shut down.  Time was needed, by both.
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« Reply #43 on: November 01, 2012, 04:44:18 pm »
Ren took the pendant and stood up, and in the blink of an eye, was gone.
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« Reply #44 on: November 01, 2012, 06:04:10 pm »
Aska shook her head. Here the little one was apologizing to a man that didn't deserve it. A man that should be apologizing to her, answering her questions, allaying her fears. Instead, he had fed her lies and guilt. Aska knelt elegantly, smoothing the kimono that clothed her body, and waited for the now fox sized dragon to move toward her.

"Little one, I have long been here. Many things I have seen. And a man that will not soothe your fears, hold you when things are wrong, and choose your happiness and well being over even his own pride is not who he says he is." She said softly. "I will take you to my home, koishii. No one can find you there. Not even this man and this spiderthing. Do you wish for that?"
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"I wished on the seven sisters. Bring to me wisdom of age. All that's locked within the book of secrets. I longed for the knowledge of the sage...So the sisters smiled to themselves, and they whispered as they shown. And it was from that very instant, I knew I would never be alone."

"It's true. We're all a little insane. But it's so clear, now that I am unchained. Fear is only in our minds, taking over all the time...You poor, sweet, innocent thing, dry your eyes, and testify. You know you live to break me. Don't deny, sweet sacrifice."

"You're such an inspiration for the ways that I will never, ever choose to be. Oh, so many ways for me to show you how your savior has abandoned you...Still you pray, never stray, never taste of the fruit, and you never thought to question why. It's not like you killed someone. Not like you drove a hateful spear into his side. Praise the one who left you broken down and paralyzed. He did it all for you."

"When you scream, it sounds like a lullaby. When you beg, I get all gooey inside. Tonight, I take your eyes, mind and tongue to spread the word and watch your kingdom come... Once upon a time, I ripped the wings from my spine. But when I hide inside your eyes, I still pretend that I can fly. Tell me every secret, so you can fall in love, then fall to pieces. I need new voices in my head..I need new lovers in my bed to feed my secret appetites. I need your scent all over me. I need to taste this tragedy. I need to know with certainty that the nectar was worth the squeeze. It's just the way that we're deceived. It's the blame that stains us. This, this sweetest disease is so contagious."