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Mika Sasaki

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Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
« on: September 17, 2012, 03:23:30 pm »
Mika appeared out on the beach.  She walked to the water letting herself sink waist deep, as she sat in the waves.  She stared out at the moon over the ocean and cried.  Her tears fell into ocean mixing with the vast expanse of salt water.  She had known it was going to be hard, she just didn't know how hard.

Why, why had she left her room today.  She should have just stayed, but the things in her room that held memories for her had been taunting her.  She had needed to get out and clear her head.  She just couldn't face Shinji when he had shown up.  She still didn't regret helping Hunter.  That would never be something that happened.  She was glad to have him back with the living.  He more than deserved it, she was happy to have him back.  It was just hard, agonizing to suddenly see the life she had built with Shinji disappear, watch him completely forget her.

She flicked her wrist and brought the wedding dress from her closet.  The other symbol of their life was safely hidden in a box in her bed side table, the dress was the other.  She couldn't bare to have it stare at her, mock her any longer.  She ran her fingers over the design she had spent so much time crafting to be perfect for him.  She stood slowly and walked deeper into the ocean.  With all her might she tore through it and flung the pieces into the sea.  Walking back to where she had sat she collapsed back down and stared at the waves.
« Last Edit: September 19, 2012, 01:14:26 pm by Mika Sasaki »
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Swallow me under and pull me apart
I understand, there's nothing left
Pain so familiar and close to the heart
No more, no less, I won't forget

I thought you said forever over and over
this sleepless night becomes, bitter oblivion
these thoughts run through my head, over and over
complaints of violins... become my only friends"

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Re: Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
« Reply #1 on: September 17, 2012, 04:50:28 pm »
The waves rose to enclose the gown. This ocean had seen no end of tears over the years. Heartbreak fed this water in as much as the rains did. Swallowing yet another dream, and seeing another happy ending shattered.

One petite brunette woman watched the silent ceremony, eyes the same color of the heartless waters grave and sad. Few would understand how much Mika hurt, and even less would ever know why the choices were made. But the Greek goddess knew. She padded close, offering her presence silently.
Name: Kaya Mitsume 'Lorelei'
Age: 17 at start, now 26, doesn't appear older than 23
Gender: Female

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Re: Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
« Reply #2 on: September 17, 2012, 06:18:36 pm »
Mika watched the dress fragments disappear beneath the waves.  Taking with it the last threads of composure she had been clinging too.  Her whole form, seeming more frail than normal, shook lightly as she cried silently.  She wrapped her arms around her knees and pulled them in tightly trying to steady herself.  her forehead fell on her knees and she closed her eyes softly.  I understand, there's nothing left, pain so familiar and close to the heart. No more, no less, I won't forget.

Mika finally noted the other presence there with her.  She could feel a bit of comfort from it, she felt some understanding.  Truly glad to have someone who wouldn't push.  Who wouldn't try to drag the past back out into the open.  Enough salt had been ground into the open wounds today.  The sea breeze ruffled through her wings softly, as she lifted her head slightly her gaze falling on the ocean again.  Words alluded her as she stared out thinking about everything.  There was too much in her head, too many emotions all at war.  All she could do was stare and cry.  After a few moments she finally managed to turn her head towards the woman through tear stained eyes.
« Last Edit: September 17, 2012, 09:11:20 pm by Mika Sasaki »
Name: Mika Sasaki
Age:  17
Gender: Female
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Swallow me under and pull me apart
I understand, there's nothing left
Pain so familiar and close to the heart
No more, no less, I won't forget

I thought you said forever over and over
this sleepless night becomes, bitter oblivion
these thoughts run through my head, over and over
complaints of violins... become my only friends"

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Re: Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
« Reply #3 on: September 18, 2012, 12:40:41 am »
"the green dragon landed softly near mika, not saying a word the dragon curled his body around mikas and placed a wing over her"
Name: Jasper Valtone
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Bio: Jasper is a dragon who has synced with the shinji. although he is synced with shinji he spends most of his time with Mika. although eh is playful and friendly jaspers past is dark and ruthless. once a general of the thanatian dragon army, the green dragon killed thousands and destroyed countless planets, until confronted by a man who sealed a way the vicious green dragon and birthed the personality of jasper. he is now cursed to forever remember his sins in his dreams
ability: turn into dragon, various gases can be produced from his body, earth abilities
Likes: fruits and meat(together), reptiles, learning, people
Dislikes: people who refuse to learn, vegetables, bugs
Classes: none
Clubs/activities: none
Class Rep: ?
Year: 2
Equipment:
Look:
Human Form

Dragon Form

Half Unlocked Form
even though jasper does not show it. he has been slowly losing the grip on his old self due to the nightmares and other things.


Stats: 460(when transformed +50)
strength- 70(120)
speed- 100(150)
intelligence- 75(25)
energy to use ability- 50(100)
stamina- 75(125)
martial arts skills- 90(40)
equipment skills- 0

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Re: Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
« Reply #4 on: September 18, 2012, 12:48:52 am »
Without a thought mika let herself lean back into the dragon letting him comfort her slightly.  Part of it hurt, Jasper was part of her life with shinji.  Still jasper was a friend and she needed a few good ones right now.  She closed her eyes softly the tears still running down her cheeks.
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Swallow me under and pull me apart
I understand, there's nothing left
Pain so familiar and close to the heart
No more, no less, I won't forget

I thought you said forever over and over
this sleepless night becomes, bitter oblivion
these thoughts run through my head, over and over
complaints of violins... become my only friends"

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Re: Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
« Reply #5 on: September 18, 2012, 12:53:35 am »
i am here to lsiten, if you wish to speak "the green dragon nuzzled mikas face with his snout, licking a tear off her cheek"
Name: Jasper Valtone
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Bio: Jasper is a dragon who has synced with the shinji. although he is synced with shinji he spends most of his time with Mika. although eh is playful and friendly jaspers past is dark and ruthless. once a general of the thanatian dragon army, the green dragon killed thousands and destroyed countless planets, until confronted by a man who sealed a way the vicious green dragon and birthed the personality of jasper. he is now cursed to forever remember his sins in his dreams
ability: turn into dragon, various gases can be produced from his body, earth abilities
Likes: fruits and meat(together), reptiles, learning, people
Dislikes: people who refuse to learn, vegetables, bugs
Classes: none
Clubs/activities: none
Class Rep: ?
Year: 2
Equipment:
Look:
Human Form

Dragon Form

Half Unlocked Form
even though jasper does not show it. he has been slowly losing the grip on his old self due to the nightmares and other things.


Stats: 460(when transformed +50)
strength- 70(120)
speed- 100(150)
intelligence- 75(25)
energy to use ability- 50(100)
stamina- 75(125)
martial arts skills- 90(40)
equipment skills- 0

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Re: Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
« Reply #6 on: September 18, 2012, 01:02:35 am »
Mika could barely bring herself to look at Jasper.  How could she speak, she couldn't tell him what she had done.  She burried her face in his scales.  "I....I just can't.  It hurts.  I'm not sure I could speak." Even her thoughts are jumbled and laced with pain as the tears continues to fall mixing with the waves.
« Last Edit: September 18, 2012, 01:20:38 am by Mika Sasaki »
Name: Mika Sasaki
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Swallow me under and pull me apart
I understand, there's nothing left
Pain so familiar and close to the heart
No more, no less, I won't forget

I thought you said forever over and over
this sleepless night becomes, bitter oblivion
these thoughts run through my head, over and over
complaints of violins... become my only friends"

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Re: Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
« Reply #7 on: September 18, 2012, 01:28:30 am »
"the green dragon nodded" if the words hurt too much, then i will just comfort you with my presence "the green dragon nuzzled mikas head once again before laying his head down next to her. making sure to keep her  wrapped tightly"
Name: Jasper Valtone
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Bio: Jasper is a dragon who has synced with the shinji. although he is synced with shinji he spends most of his time with Mika. although eh is playful and friendly jaspers past is dark and ruthless. once a general of the thanatian dragon army, the green dragon killed thousands and destroyed countless planets, until confronted by a man who sealed a way the vicious green dragon and birthed the personality of jasper. he is now cursed to forever remember his sins in his dreams
ability: turn into dragon, various gases can be produced from his body, earth abilities
Likes: fruits and meat(together), reptiles, learning, people
Dislikes: people who refuse to learn, vegetables, bugs
Classes: none
Clubs/activities: none
Class Rep: ?
Year: 2
Equipment:
Look:
Human Form

Dragon Form

Half Unlocked Form
even though jasper does not show it. he has been slowly losing the grip on his old self due to the nightmares and other things.


Stats: 460(when transformed +50)
strength- 70(120)
speed- 100(150)
intelligence- 75(25)
energy to use ability- 50(100)
stamina- 75(125)
martial arts skills- 90(40)
equipment skills- 0

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Re: Dear Agony [10/27, night, closed-ish]
« Reply #8 on: September 18, 2012, 01:36:45 am »
Grateful that Jasper didn't make her explain, didn't question her.  She knew he must be confused as well but she just couldn't.  She could make things any harder than they were.  She curled into the dragon slightly letting the silent tears fall just letting jasper be there for her.
Name: Mika Sasaki
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Swallow me under and pull me apart
I understand, there's nothing left
Pain so familiar and close to the heart
No more, no less, I won't forget

I thought you said forever over and over
this sleepless night becomes, bitter oblivion
these thoughts run through my head, over and over
complaints of violins... become my only friends"